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November 26th, 2004 (07:12 pm)
indescribable

current mood: indescribable

braved the mall today with a friend.
she was buying clothes for herself
I showed courage
and restrained myself from purchasing anything for myself
good girl Sarah.
I nearly bought a pair of pants though
on sale
but then that little voice in my head
Barry
that's his name
the little voice in my head
he reminded me of others
so I cheerfully put the pants back.
but I was bad
I did buy some things for myself.
90$ worth of some things...
but they aren't just for me
they're for Andrew too... in a once removed kind of way
if that makes sense.
looks to be dinner time
I feel like a bottle of wine
not literally
I mean, I don't feel like I have a cork in the top of my head
and lovely rouge coloured contents inside...
well.........maybe I do have the above......
I should walk myself to the store
buy a bottle of wine
then come home
cook dinner
drink wine
and watch a movie.

sounds nice.
I wish I had a friend that lived around here
to keep me company
while Andrew's away at work.

Comments

Posted by: herxxxhim (herxxxhim)
Posted at: November 27th, 2004 01:56 am (UTC)
His Queen

So whats this? A poem of what you did today? Haha. Thats adorable!

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: November 27th, 2004 11:45 am (UTC)
considering...

hmm... I wouldn't call it a poem so much
as it is
just writing the fragments
of thought
one line
at a time
....?

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