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ok the rage is out

December 21st, 2001 (12:29 am)

current mood: tired

but about karma... so when i got to work today my lead tracy was standing right behind me, i went to put my water bottle on my desk and it slipped and fell on the floor. she lauged at me and said "smooth" i just smiled... then a few minutes later she was packing her stuff up to leave and she spilled her coffee all over her desk and onto her chair. we were all laughing SO hard cause it literally happened about a minute after i dropped my water bottle....so then it was my turn to say "smooth" then she tried to accuse me of being a witch and casting a spell on her or whatever... i was telling her it's all karma.

now for something a little less painful

aren't we cute?? my dad could always get my sister to pick her nose when she was little... he would just put his finger close to his nose and she would follow suit... then my mom would pipe in "GAARTH... leah, don't do that!!!" then my dad would stop... and my sister would stop... then a few minutes later my dad would do it again...

ya. it was funny.

so today i dropped off my roll of b&w film, it should be back on monday. kick ass!
i finally mailed my thank you note to my grandparents... like... 5 years later...well not really... it just took me a really long time to get it to a mail box.

something is wrong, a little more offbeat than normal. i can't put my finger on it... well, i can, i just don't want to talk about it. however, it is causing me to feel like moving again... need to get out and away.

be alone
so i say...

but i'll just sit and wait through this rainy day,
hopeing those feelings will stray.

my sanity is fleeting
this is not what i barganed for

why is this the way i'm feeling?

i better go to bed. these nonsensical ramblings of a half-sane girl have yet to end.


Posted by: the mid-doctor (texel)
Posted at: December 21st, 2001 01:56 am (UTC)

:( *kiss*

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: December 21st, 2001 09:38 am (UTC)


Posted by: Your favorite rapper's idol (eightoclock)
Posted at: December 21st, 2001 03:54 am (UTC)

I've felt like that lately as well- like my mind might be falling apart, so i'd better keep everything relatively calm around me... but you know what? I think its the weather. seriously. And i think its my boredom with seattle. I need new things to keep me thinking and interested in life.

and maybe the fact that i havent seen daylight since tuesday. Need to work on that sleep cycle...

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: December 21st, 2001 09:38 am (UTC)

ya, i think it's just the time of year as well. the sun can do wonders for a persons mental state.

hmmm... sleep is good too...

Posted by: springheeled jack (serlenka)
Posted at: December 21st, 2001 12:24 pm (UTC)

*hugs sarah*

just keep your chin up and taking your veetamins, and whatever it is that is bothering you, just look at it is for it IS, and try not to make it into more than that. don't catastrophise about it. i have been guilty of making mountains about of mole hills more times than i can count, well - exect for in the case of my boobs. heh... =\

as for her accusing you of being a witch and casting a spell on her...uhh, i think it is SHE who needs to sit and take a good long look at her sanity.

lots of people get blue around this time of year darlin'...it's just stress. you'll be fine, i'm sure. =)

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