dissolves instantly (sahrie) wrote,
dissolves instantly

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to bring me love....

la la laaa..... massive attack is grrrrreat!! kinda like crack, but not.

so this weekend i go to san fran. weeee.... i wanna find some things there... like oh, i dunno... drugs drugs and more...drugs? weeeeeee...... yep. *nods head* i also wanna go to a nice club/bar while there. weeeeeee........::sigh:: oh well... i'll see what actually happens.

weddings are either
a) completely boring
b) buckets of fun

i went to this one wedding last year (spring time) and there were SO many younger (acting) people there. i swear, they had an open bar, and most of the people there were 25-35 yrs old (not including the couples family) it was so much fun. i got hit on by this drunk 30 something yr old guy, who
a) made me feel sexy
b) made fuckface super jealous HAHAHAA!!
c) gave me some good advice.
"don't settle"

that can be interperted in many ways, but how i decided to understand it (in the context of being at a wedding) as don't settle for less than you're worth, because at the time i knew i deserved better than what i had (at the time.) it kind of made me think about what i had and why that particular relationship wasn't right. i mean, i knew it wasn't right for a long time, but that was one of those things that just pushed my thoughts even further.

and now i'm here, where i should be, with the person i'm meant for, and who's meant for me. i couldn't be happier. as long as i have leigh everything will be alright. i don't care where i am, how broke i am, as long as he's there with me.

like i said, i would die for the boy.
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