June 23rd, 2002

Hat

find a topic, and blab about it...

well at least try to anyway...

i've been rather relaxed, content and calm lately. and i can imagine that to some of you i seem rather distant.
perhaps
state of contemplation however nothing's being contemplated.... well... at least not in the forefront. i've got things on the back burner... oh ya. all the time. but... nothing really stressing or bothering me at the moment.
my diet has been good.
i'm becoming more active.
work is going well.
i haven't smoked in over a week, & i faced the true test today by having a beer with others while they smoke.
ya, i did it.
and you know what, i knew i could. mainly because i was never addicted in the first place. it never had the chance or time to become a habit. it stinks anyway... don't know why i ever bothered.


kick it all.



lately i've had many ideas for deep & inciteful posts... but i've just realized that i would rather have someone here in person to bounce the ideas off rather then type them all out.

i love life.
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