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March 27th, 2002 (09:11 pm)

current mood: sad
current song: Yes - Owner of a Lonely Heart

so bored

the weekend, was good... last night, was good... hmmm... so much i could write about, but nothing really of "importance" per se.

currently living in a moment of emotional perplexion... the existence of my thoughts, toying w/the little feelings i actually do have.
tricks on my mind.
not because i want to, but because i need to....? it's not fair if i don't, i know that much
i have a stomach ache, it comes every time i think about this

you know what's going to happen don't you? i have a feeling you do...

i seriously feel like shit lately. not just from being sick, but because i've had a lot on my mind.
i hate this... i know me, and i don't really think i like me. ::sigh::

what am i going to do?

stomach's still feeling ill.


Posted by: Chasey (starla)
Posted at: March 27th, 2002 09:48 pm (UTC)

feel better!

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: March 27th, 2002 10:03 pm (UTC)

:) thanks

Posted by: the mid-doctor (texel)
Posted at: March 27th, 2002 11:39 pm (UTC)

i don't know what's going to happen... but... i hope your thoughts work themselves out...

i think i know you... and i know i love you... i'm sorry you're feeling like shit, and if at any time you want to let me in and talk about this, you know i'm here, k?

*MuWaH* <3

Posted by: Oreus (oreus)
Posted at: March 28th, 2002 04:02 am (UTC)
better opertunities

my advice? being what its worth...
is to say not to worry about making decisions--
i cant think of anything anyone /needs/ to do, besides well, die.
hell you dont even have to breathe if you dont want to; if your choices take time, let them.
if you dont have enough time to make them, then you already have your answer ;)

Posted by: springheeled jack (serlenka)
Posted at: March 28th, 2002 10:40 am (UTC)
love / hate / lie

well i don't know what it is sweetie, but if you ever want to talk, you know my aim name, feel free to message me anytime. =)

::sends good chi sarah's way::

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