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Santa's helpers are subordinate clauses.

May 1st, 2002 (10:56 pm)
annoyed

current mood: annoyed

i'm really resisting the urge to be a complete bitch to him. this is happening more often than not and it's really starting to bug me.
a) i don't trust him completely... in fact i don't think i'll ever truly trust any man completely... unless he is _just_ a friend (lets give a big thanks to all my exs and my dad. ya... thanks dad.)
b) every so often i just wanna... well... punch him or knee him in the junk.

sometimes he just makes me sick/upset/mad/frustrated... and i can't even BEGIN to explain why. i have NO fucking clue. those are just some of the feelings i have.

sorry.

other than that life... well... IT FUCKING SUCKS!!!!

i mean, all my friends are cool... but work sucks, school sucks, money sucks, homelife ...ya, it sucks too. fuck. what am i happy for? oh ya, being alive. that's always a good thing... to see the "sun" rise the next day... or smell the "fresh" air ... or see flowers or salamanders.....::sigh::.....

and no, i'm not on the rag, i'm not even about to start. i am just getting pissed off at the things i don't see getting me anywhere in life. AGH!! fuck me. shoot me right in the head, give me too much heroine. i need to be put out 'cause this is ridiculous!!

other than all that life is fine. just....fine. no more, no less. just... fine


ugh.

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Posted by: Пётр Кириллович Безухов (aka Greg "Skid Rowe") (paris_of_priam)
Posted at: May 1st, 2002 11:41 pm (UTC)

Flowers or salamanders?
*scratches head* I guess I'd never make it as a poet.

Well, I hope you feel better soon. :(
Maybe it would help if Tex brought you a nice, wrapped bouquette of one dozen green salamanders to cheer you up? :)

Are you okay? Do you have bronchitis?

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 12:02 am (UTC)
this is what i think

:) thanks...

i might have bronchitis... i don't know yet, i think it's what i have. gonna step into the doctors office tomorrow and make an appt...

Posted by: Пётр Кириллович Безухов (aka Greg "Skid Rowe") (paris_of_priam)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 12:03 am (UTC)
Re:

What's happening? Are you having coughing fits? :(

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 12:05 am (UTC)
considering...

ya... but it's probably caused by my own volition (the occasional smoke)

Posted by: Пётр Кириллович Безухов (aka Greg "Skid Rowe") (paris_of_priam)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 12:07 am (UTC)
Re:

I had something in January. The doctors had no clue what it was, but it was a hell of a cough, and had me on my back for two solid weeks. It was the only time I've stayed home for more than two days due to illness.

They gave me those steroid, bronchial inhailers for it.

I hope that's not what you have.

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 12:11 am (UTC)
this is what i think

ya me too! that's scary!

glad you're better now though :)

Posted by: Joe (bostonsteamer)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 01:12 am (UTC)

give me too much heroine

i'd hate to think this was just a typo, because it's one of the most poetic things you've ever written.

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:44 am (UTC)
this is what i think

it's not a typo

thank you

Posted by: Oreus (oreus)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 02:35 am (UTC)
!

every so often i just wanna... well... punch him or knee him in the junk. <-- Oww.

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:47 am (UTC)
Re: !
this is what i think

:/

Posted by: Oreus (oreus)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:49 am (UTC)
Re: !

;\ ? i found my comment rather humerous ;)

I'm just glad my junk is not in dangered of being junk'ed. ;)

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:50 am (UTC)
Re: !
considering...

ya, it's a good thing to know is protected/safe. :P

Posted by: Oreus (oreus)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:52 am (UTC)
Re: !

it is-- so what's happening now? why did you want to kick the dude in the junk?

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:56 am (UTC)
Re: !
considering...

i don't know... it's just this urge i get sometimes.

i hate it cause i can't explain why.

Posted by: Oreus (oreus)
Posted at: May 3rd, 2002 12:02 am (UTC)
Re: !

is it like those urges with kittens? where if you see one you gotta @$%*'in PET IT OR YOU GOT CRAZY!?! ... i get those.

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 3rd, 2002 08:50 am (UTC)
Re: !
considering...

hmmm... kinda....

actually it's quite like that.

Posted by: the mid-doctor (texel)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 05:28 pm (UTC)
Re: !
trip

NOT HUMOROUS... ::sniffle:: i fear for my junk...

Posted by: Oreus (oreus)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 11:58 pm (UTC)
Re: !

hey i fear for your junk too ;)

Posted by: Don't Sleep Till I've Had My FUEL (torque)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 05:08 am (UTC)
Hello morph! Hello everybody!

What can we do to help Sarah be happy? Sarah needs to be happy, I want Sarah to be happy.

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:48 am (UTC)
considering...

i'll be happy... it's just one of those down days

it'll go away :)

Posted by: fairy wings and flower tights (numbfrompain)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:22 am (UTC)

Santa claus is really a alien who shaved his beard so he didn't tickle mrs. claus when they locked tentacles.

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:48 am (UTC)
ewww... that stinks

ew. :x

Posted by: Ty (toad63)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:25 am (UTC)

I will find you a salamander with horns, that would cheer you up, wouldn't it?

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 08:49 am (UTC)
considering...

it would definetly help take my mind off things :)

Posted by: Roarke (bigr)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 01:27 pm (UTC)

Sooooooooooooo, it appears the tables have turned: Cheer up :)

::salamanders, rainbows, flowers, clovers, diamonds, and new red balloon marshmellows... and heroin::

Posted by: dissolves instantly (sahrie)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2002 06:46 pm (UTC)
considering...

hmm... yesss.... i think i shall :)

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